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| I'M IN LOVE 
Crush? yeah I have one. He may not know me or probably would never know me but i'm still want him to be mine. I would always mention his name in my prayer. I hope someday we will meet and I will be a special for him. And he would take care of me like I was his queen *smile . sometimes I was jealous seeing him with another girl friendly or maybe he likes that girl but I'm not anyone to be jealous and I do not deserve to be jealous. I'm aware of who I am.
he was nice, cute, handsome.
but I'm the opposite.
Sometimes I hate myself for loving someone too easy but I know the feeling and flavor come from Allah. So I will keep smiling even though my heart ached for the love of a man. *charming smile . I know Allah's plan much better.
When I saw his picture, I feel like 'berbunga-bunga" . Auch melting . Haha .
"Dear crush, please take care of yourself just for me."
No need to know his name,
He's special to me.
Crush
Encik Google Translate. writting by Aishahh. omaigad !!!
Lamanya tak update blog ni em em. hahaha. hai awaaa saia disinii. ^^ .
3/3/15 tarikh ni aku dapat result SPM haa then then mesti hg nak tau result aku kan? em em takyah la, kalau kau tahu bukan kau nak hadiahkan aku iphone pun hahaha. Alhamdulillah Result tak la buruk sangat tapi buruk jugak lah :3 lols . hehehe . Aku bagaikan disumpah tau tak? Result UPSR, PMR, SPM semua sama em em kecewa jugak dengan result kali ni. But my daddy always be positive "Tak apa la aishah, kau kira bagus dah sebab tak gagal. Tengok yg lain punya UPSR PMR bukan main lagi tp SPM hampeh." haa yg nie kurang positif sikit hahaha. and thanks dad for that. i appreciate it em em *senyum menawan* hohoho . Malam sebelum tu ma aku siap main teka teka lagi haa "Weh acu teka aishah dapat berapa?" abang" 1A " ma" 3A " abah " 5A " . hahaha. yg masinnya mulut ma aku tu haaa. wadduh tak shangke pulak titew :'D .time dapat result takdak la sketsa nangis nangis meraung sini sana terpekit terlolong bagai nak rak haa, semua takdak feeling, redha dan pasrah je muka sorang sorang. hahaha . Well dengan result ni mampu ke aku ke Matrik? lepas nervous nak masuk dewan peperiksaan then nervous pasal result SPM and now nervous pasal kelayakan aku ke Matrik pulak? Tipis sangat kalau boleh masuk pun tp lets be positive, 'in sha allah kau dapat punya chah, doa chah doa' em em kau pun tolonglah doakan ye. hehehe Aminn ^^ . "Tiada daya upayaku selain berdoa dan berserah kepadaMu ya Allah, Kau bantulah hambaMu ini, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku, Kau berikanlah kebahagian di dunia dan akhirat kepadaku" Aaminn ^^ Typo lets be typo, ditaip oleh jari runcing milik Aishahh ^^ Insan yang Lemah 
Dia sedih..
Awak tahu?? Dia menangis.. awak nampak?? Dia bersendirian entah apa yang dia fikir entah apa yang dia mahu awak ada tanya?? Kenapa dia nampak keseorangan,sedangkan ramai disisinya?? kenapa dia sedih, sedangkan bersama yang lain dia ketawa?? awak tak ingin tahu ke?? ingin dia tabah menghadapi semua dugaan, tapi dia tak kuat. kerana dia tersangat lemah, dicipta lemah.. namun dirinya terselit kekuatan, dia masih lagi gagah berdiri. dia mampu tersenyum walaupun dia sakit, dia menangis, dia tersiksa, dia diduga.. Allahurabbi.. Kuatkanlah insan ini,, tabahkanlah hatinya, cekalkanlah dadanya.. supaya dia mampu hadapi semua yang Engkau rancangkan dengan tabah.. Walaupun suka dika walaupun pahit manis walaupun pedih terluka dialah gadis si Hawa dialah manis si Aishah.. #Ditaip oleh jari-jari runcing milik: Aishah Monstaa |
